I love hard knowing that tomorrow could be my last day as well as it could be yours.
Apart of me says fuck marriage
Because I simply, just want you now
Knowing that’ it’ll be okay
When I give you my heart
I trust that you’ll protect it
But then I’ll just be another girl that’ wants you to herself
Knocking myself out the race
So I cut you off before I let you taste
And that’s not what you’re ready for
You want to find happiness
In the wrong place
Instead of rocking patiently with our God
You need time
Time to think
Time to love your inner King
How do I express myself without being overly dramatic
Without craving you
Without tweaking like a damn crack addict
How do I love you?
Without making you uncomfortable
Will you help me?
I want to show affection but not too much
And damn sure not too less
I want to do all the things you allow me to do without crossing the line
I wish I could say I wanna marry you cause you so damn fine… but that’s not it
It’s your capability to stand tall as a man.
I see you stand for something.
In hopes that you’ll fall for me.
Your passion to want to love this imaginative woman, who may never exist
But your soul mate is inside me trying to figure out , “How do I love him?”
But every time I ask her…
She responds, “naturally..”